So My thoughts
Micha , Michal, friends, who’s right?
Who’s wrong, what do I need what
do I want?
I’m like the leaves up in the tree, swaying
With every breeze, that comes along.
Where is my center? ah breathing now, softening my belly,
Feeling , my belly my breath At least for this meditation, in the body.
And the head
Last night again came the request
Can I come and see you? Need to hold you, smell you.Can I come on such and such a night?
Desperation in his voice, well through the lines of a chat actually (-:
My body says yes, ‘cause the wanting is there for me too
Body says yes,
Heart is scared
Head says No!
Heart. vulnerable, soft open , well half open,bleeding. I’m scared
I don’t want to be hurt.
What do I want, a guarantee? As if there is one someone could give me.
The image of the sky that I photographed in the winter, on the beach in Tel Aviv
Wide open, clear, expansive, free
No more words come. Though was awake at 530, up at 545, showered
Did a 15 minute sitting,wrote in my journal by hand for another 10
Promised myself to just write until seven
Suddenly, Tom my son was up, needed to relieve myself, the Bunnies started their day and needed attention
and the moment is Lost.
Children to school then for my weekly yoga class, hurray for that.
And then back to my life.
This is my Best...today